Just noticed last night that the guild I was in in SWtor I guess disbanded a few months back. It is a shame as it was a good guild and I wished I could have done more with them. I honestly thought that Jen'Jidai would have been the guild to last with the game. They was extremely outgoing on the Empire side of things and one of the forgoers of the server if not the game. But it was one year ago this weekend that I took on a different aspect of my life and had to make a lot of changes. I started to costume more and working a ton of overtime to pay off some bills made me lacking in my game play. By December I took a hard look at myself and was noticing I was not having fun anymore with gaming online. I was forcing myself to log on once a week and dreading it more and more. I left gaming all together in December 2012.
I still severely miss playing my wookiee from Star Wars Galaxies but the good news is the costume I am making of her is coming along great. The base aspect for the mask is really shaping up and I am finding out that I really love sewing and working with monster clay. My boyfriend also enjoys helping me and together we showcased our nearly finished Jedi suits at Gen Con this year. His was done in chocolate brown and black and my own was done in Black silver and white. Both suits can be classified as Jedi and Dark Jedi but we still need to finish them up a bit. Mainly just need lightsabers and belts to finish them out. Hopefully any more updates from me will come more often lol. But till next time.... May the great ones look down upon you and bring you happiness.
Things have gone crazy for me. Back in March I had a huge surprise enter my life. My brothers best friend growing up stopped by the house with his parents to drop off a present to my mother for her birthday. His parents and my own are best friends by the way. His mom started asking me about my costume and how it was going so I brought it down to show her and I saw a spark of interest from Bobby (my brothers best friend). We talked for a few minutes before he had to leave but I got ahold of him on facebook and we talked quite a bit. He is a huge Star wars fan and even played SWG at one point along with many other games lol. A week went by and I came home from a meeting and was not ready to go home just yet and was hungry but I didn't want to go out to eat alone. I called up Bobby and asked him if he wanted to join me. He had his adopted son and I invited both of them. We ended on going out to eat and afterwards to a movie. He shocked me and gave me a kiss when I got back home. You see I had a major crush on this guy starting about the age of... 11. Two days after that on his own mothers birthday we officially started dating! Me and Bobby have been together 3 months now and each day is joy as we talk or text to each other or just spend time with one another. Like me he is also getting into the costuming and could pass for Qui-gon Jinn. He encourages me with my own wookiee costume and even redoing my jedi suit. For his birthday I made him the first piece to his jedi suit the outer robe. Although things right now have slowed down on the costuming for the both of us due to work and my 4-H season. I have twice as many kids this year that I am working with and since like me he was in the dog club when he was younger he also helps me train. We have so much in common and I do truly love him. We are currently saving up to go to the next Celebration in Florida and work on our costumes.
On a side note I have put aside my rendering. There was some people on here that made a few comments about my renders of them from a game to me that just really broke all my inspiration. I am a very giving person and would do anything for most people even when I am hurt. But this time.... I don't know. They hurt me with words that hit deep into my heart. The comments were supposedly joking but honestly that's not how they had sounded. Will I get back into rendering? No clue... maybe someday. But I guess when you try to do something nice and all's you do is get hurt then its time to hang it up.